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Hey guys I’m 33 weeks pregnant. I was in full recovery prior and stopped my meds when I got pregnant. Around 4 months these thoughts hit me like a brick wall again and it’s been extremely difficult. Most of my doctors think it has a lot to do with hormones and stress. But I’m fighting hard every day and it’s getting a little better.
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I am on a really low dose of my medication and will be stopping soon. I feel like at this point it can’t get any worse and since I’m at such a low dose it won’t even make a difference so I just gotta get through the last few months. I’m sure the hormones have a lot to do with our increase in OCD and after baby is born and we get into a routine things will get better. Good luck in your pregnancy and recovery!!!
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@Caree I actually decided to get back on my meds while pregnant. I need them. It’s too hard without them. I got back on 40mg of Prozac and it wasn’t working and they couldn’t safely increase it. So they switched me to Zoloft and I’m at 200mg now and they say it is perfectly safe.
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@Anonymous Same here, I am taking Zoloft 100mg pre pregnancy and I just kept my dose since then. Doctor said it’s fine instead of letting the ocd/anxiety untreated. I also don’t want any postpartum depression or full ocd relapse after, so I guess the benefits outweigh the risk.
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@Merri Totally agreed.
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@Anonymous Yeah I know there are lots of people that stay on meds throughout pregnancy! My OB when I lived in CT basically said my meds were safe throughout pregnancy, however, my OB in Florida said I’ll need to taper off them completely. And boyfriend also hasn’t wanted me to be on too high of meds and after I got the COVID vaccine I said I’d stay on less. But I feel like my mental health is SO bad now and I need them. It’s been so hard I don’t know what to do.
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@Caree I think you need to do what’s best for you. My fiancé didn’t want me to do meds either but I basically told him it’s necessary and he understood. I won’t be able to take care of myself or my child if I’m not on them.
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@Anonymous Very true. I will definitely need to get back a full dose when the baby’s born because I will be stressed and will need to be mentally healthy enough to take care of the baby.
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I am currently pregnant, and yeah I just finished doing compulsions, and I feel it’s never gonna be enough😞although my ocd comes and goes, hopefully this is just one of those bad days. Can I ask what trimester are you now?
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Yeah that’s how it feels for me too. I went from being so excited to be pregnant to anxious,scared, and depressed. I am in the second trimester (24 weeks today) how about you??
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@Caree I am on my 30 weeks now. My first and second trimester it’s not intense as my pre-pregnancy “ocd state”. But now I noticed my rituals are getting long like before. How about u, is it worse now than before u got pregnant?
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@Merri Oh you’re getting closer to baby coming! Yeah my first trimester wasn’t as bad but it’s really bad now. I did have some episodes of pretty severe OCD minths before I got pregnant but then had some relief. Now it’s back and I can’t even take a higher dose of my SSRI to help it. I also just moved though and started a new job that is really stressful so I have a lot of change that can be adding to it. My rituals are almost constant and I am almost constantly having unpleasant thoughts. Do you see a therapist or take medication? How have you been getting through it?
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@Caree I am still taking my medication. I am trying to practice again the lessons I’ve learned thru therapy before and in this app. Sitting with uncertainty and saying ‘maybe i won’t love my baby, maybe I would’. It’s so hard though, but it’s the only way to beat this I believe.
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I'm roughly 2 months pregnant and I'm struggling so bad with OCD (specifically surrounding psychosis/postpartum psychosis, postpartum depression, postpartum anxiety, etc). I'm so discouraged because I was sub-clinical for over a year and this pregnancy and the hormones are undoing all of my progress. And it actually seems so much harder than BEFORE when I was at a low point. It feels like the hormones are ruining my brain and making me lose my mind. I keep looking over my shoulder, getting intrusive images of scary hallucinations that I might start to get, i fear hurting myself or my baby, etc. Psychosis in pregnancy is 1 in 1000. That's not that rare. I feel like I just upped my chances of my biggest fear happening and I have so much regret and fear around that. I'm also a Christian and I'm relying on God so much more now than ever, but I'm afraid of that too because people in psychosis often have religious delusions and I can't tell if I'm slipping into that or if God is really just using this trial to pull me closer to him. I just feel so defeated. I feel like ERP just isn't going to work for me because the hormones are a whole different animal that "normal" people with OCD don't have. Like they're making me immune to ERP or that ERP isn't for people like me and I'm hopeless.
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I have had OCD my whole life and was diagnosed by a therapist 2 years ago. Specifically I struggle a lot with health, contamination and pure ocd. I was doing exposures and really felt like I conquered by contamination ocd. With the health ocd I have an intense fear I will have a food or medicine allergy and go into anaphylactic shock. This takes up a lot of my energy day to day. Within the past year, we bought a home, renovated and recently got married. My husband wants to start trying for a baby soon but I am not ready at all because of how much I feel like I have gone backwards with my anxiety and ocd. This spiked a lot with the stress of wedding planning. I’m scared pregnancy will spike my health/contamination ocd even more and I won’t be able to handle it. I always wanted babies but now that it’s getting closer and I know how much ocd I truly have I am so nervous I will cause myself and baby more stress than good. Does anyone have positive stories of TTC/pregnancy/PP and motherhood with ocd?
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