- Username
- lets_be_happy
- Date posted
- 927d ago
I’m afraid to get better for reasons relating to my personality and creative traits. I always feel like i could get better, but I’m afraid it’ll change my current goals and ambitions but i’m pretty sure that’s just the OCD wrapping me in another loophole of compulsions.
I’m afraid to start therapy and to start taking meds again. It helped the first time around but I’m afraid it won’t work and my ocd thoughts will be real.
I’m afraid of this too!! Also afraid that it’ll somehow change core parts of my personality or soemthing, and I get wanting to feel validated too. I just want to feel like what I’m experiencing is really real.
I'm more afraid of NOT getting better.
same tho, it’s kinda both lol