- Date posted
- 3y
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- Date posted
- 3y
Talk to her about it and let her know how you feel. Being honest is really your best friend. If in the end, she doesn't want to understand your perspective and this sensitive time for you, then she is not worth it. At the same time, it could also be a coincidence that she was just discussing the topic around you, but you should definitely ask her before assuming anything. I have the issue of "assuming before anything" and it's important to understand that things just may not be what they seem, and our heads may create the worst-case scenarios for every issue.
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- 3y
:( you’re right. It’s not fair for me to assume the worst in her. I’m just really scared to talk to her. Last time we talked I had a major breakdown. I’m just so sensitive, and my heart is so tender. I have no one to go to if what she says hurts me any more. Also we live together. So I also have nowhere to go. I just am so scared of getting hurt because I already feel so hurt.
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- Date posted
- 3y
@anonymoose Well, she has no idea what you truly are going through internally, so there is really no way for her to tell if you were lying or not, also she isn't a professional, so if she were to say something it would have no logical meaning. Just explain to her what she said may have triggered you, and that you just want her to be there for you as your best friend going through a time like this. It can be scary being confrontational, but it can also be very necessary. You can do this! I'm not the most confrontational individual, but I am working on that and trying to be a bit more assertive. You got this friend, believe in yourself!
- Date posted
- 3y
@franksinatraismydad You’re right again. It definitely is necessary that I start this conversation. Thank you so much for your encouragement and advice. Doing something is better than doing nothing at all. I really appreciate you <3
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- Date posted
- 3y
@anonymoose Of course! I hope all goes well
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- 3y
I’m really sorry to hear this. If you have time, you can talk to her about it and based on how she responds you can choose your next step.
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- 3y
I’m gonna talk to her this afternoon. I really think she’s going to respond in a loving way. It’s just scary to tell someone that they did something that hurt you when you feel like you’re making everything up.
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- 3y
@anonymoose I understand that, and i’m glad it went okay.
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- 3y
Update we had a long talk and cried and I think we’re gonna be okay
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- 3y
It is quite possible, since she is in psychology class, that perhaps she isn't talking about you. I know several people, who don't have OCD, that look to Google to determine their ailments. Usually because they would rather treat at home than go into the doctor. It is a very common thing for people to do.
- Date posted
- 3y
I don’t know. When I told her I think I have ocd, she told me something along the same lines. She was like “just don’t start doing things because you think you have ocd.” As in, don’t start acting differently to try and more fully match the diagnostic criteria. I do agree that people invalidly self-diagnose all the time. It’s just really inconsiderate to suggest that I am doing so or could start doing so because I already face enough doubt. I already am terrified that I don’t have ocd and I’m actually just a messed up person. But I literally am the same person that I was two weeks ago, before I realized that there’s a name for what I’ve been feeling my whole life. I’m the same person that I was when I thought I just had anxiety. So I’m just going to tell her that and ask her to try to be mindful about my doubt.
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- 22w
I had like a really bad argument with my mom basically about her complaining about my “attitude” and “constant arrogance” like okay firstly 😭 yes i do have an attitude and am irritable but im not THAT bad 😭🙏 she was saying that im a “pest” and that “its not enjoyable to live with someone who makes other people miserable” like 😅🧍♀️ oh ☺️ and then i tell her that i know im struggling and that im going to therapy to try to get better and trying to possibly get a diagnosis and she says “your generation just wants something to deal with. You want something to be wrong with you. ‘Trying to get better’ isn’t good enough… would you be able to stand someone like yourself? You’re just choosing this antisocial, narcissistic behaviour and harass everyone… You need to pull yourself together. No matter how much effort we put into you, you will never be happy. You want some medicine? Some diagnosis? Because that will solve everything?” 😭😭😭 and the way she said “some medication”- she sounded so disgusted and appalled and now i feel ashamed… i mean im not officially diagnosed with ocd and it is never my intention to self diagnose- but im sorry its VERY obvious when you have ocd and know of ocd- its so distinct. Everything- the compulsions, reassurance, intrusive thoughts, themes, patterns, perfectionism- but she has me overthinking- what if i dont have ocd 😭 and ive just been lying to myself and everyone maybe its not ocd and im just sick in the head or trying to self sabotage- and especially when my supposed ocd is calm or not as loud i get so anxious “what if i dont have ocd…”
- Date posted
- 19w
I’ve posted this under a comment before, but if anyone has the time to read it and maybe share their experience or tips with me, I would really appreciate it. This is just kind of the reason why Idk if I only have OCD or if I should get checked for BPD aswell as emotional dependency is (as far as I know) not a common symptom of OCD and neither are excessive changes in emotions/moods. I think the worst part my situation is that one of my biggest and most damaging if not destructive obsessions I developed earlier this year was this constant fear that my friend would lie to me about meeting up with a boy she liked (we are both girls and queer, she didn’t know that about me until recently, but I’ve known that she is and we both sort of crushed on each other). Not just lie, but do it behind my back, keep it a secret, and then maybe even end our friendship without saying anything. And the thing is... that basically happened. Two weeks ago she started acting strange one day out of nowhere, and then I found out (through another friend) that he was coming over to her place. We had already talked about this before, I had cried in front of her and confessed how much it hurt me. I know doing that probably wasn’t the healthiest thing, but my emotions completely overwhelmed me in that moment. And even though nothing physical happened between them, it still felt like a betrayal. I’m not saying it was cheating, obviously not, we’re not in a relationship and it is unfair of me to try and tell her who or not to date, but it still hurts. Especially as weeks ago, we already had a detailed conversation about this. She told me she didn’t actually like him that much, and that if they were going to meet again, she’d be honest with me about it. But instead of being honest that day, she said nothing. Worse, she suddenly stopped talking to me, which made me think I had done something wrong so I completely lost my mind. She knows I’m emotionally dependent on her to some extent, so when she goes cold or distant, I spiral. And that day, I saw them talking and going quiet as I walked by, and then she literally turned to walk into a different direction. I don’t know why but it just crushed me. I thought she was mad at me, and I just felt like I was being shut out and lied to. And as I’ve mentioned, later that day, after eight hours of crying, another friend told me what really happened. She even drove me to her place so we could talk. We did talk, but since then, we haven’t had any contact. And it’s driving me absolutely insane. She told me it would be “people-pleasing” if she didn’t try to date him. And I know she’s kind of right, but she still lied to me. She didn’t care if that meant that she would throw away our friendship, or at least she treated it like it was worth less than a potential (!) relationship with a guy who, as far as I know, didn’t even respond when she told him she had feelings for him. It’s honestly devastating. I feel betrayed, discarded, and totally lost and I know I can’t even logically be mad at her as the reason she didn’t tell me is obvious and as a good friend I should just be happy for her, but my emotional side is so much stronger than my logic.
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- Date posted
- 13w
My best friend hasn’t spoken to me in months. It triggered some symptoms that I now realize fall along the lines of ROCD. It’s making me behave in a way that chased my other friends away. I’m feeling very hopeless and guilty.
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