You're not. A lot of us have been there. Some of us are still there. Some of us will be. What you're feeling is boundless and devastating, and you're convinced that you must be all alone, but there are many others who feel this way. I have. Things will get better. Trust me.
I felt like that yesterday. Today I feel great! This shit is exhausting. Good and bad days! You are a soul experiencing life! Everything you feel is all apart of it. You’re right where you need to be ❤️ You should watch this show on Netflix called The OA. My OCD has been rough and that show has helped my mood!