I feel like I took me being me for granted . I miss me … whoever me was I wanna be able to be her again without my brain telling me I’m someone else . I was down the way I was . I was happy

anonymousN

36d ago

Fine *

OneDayAtATime💭

36d ago

Your still you ! I miss the old me too, we’ll get back to who we are hun! This to shall pass :)

Anonemuse

36d ago

I remember what it feels like not having OCD. It's jarring at times. All we can do is be the best we can be in a given moment.

anouki

36d ago

I also have TOCD and you just literally describe how it feels like! I was also happy before having TOCD which literally is the worst type of OCD I ever had and now I feel like another Person without my old identity:(

anonymousN

36d ago

Me tooo !!!!

anonymousN

36d ago

I think that’s what makes it so bad because it really really messed with my sense of identity

anouki

36d ago

Yeah , and then you’re confused cause it feels soooo real and you don’t know whether it’s your OCD or you’re just in denial cause you don’t want it to be true

anouki

36d ago

And I also have some moments of depersonalisation which make the anxiety worse:(

anonymousN

36d ago

Yes I struggle with that too girl . If you ever need to talk lmk

anouki

34d ago

@anonymousN Hey, can we have a chat maybe? I feel so lost rn 😢

cheyras

35d ago

I don’t know what’s worse; having OCD your entire life (that’s my situation, it’s been with me pretty much as long as I can remember.) or being fine for years and then suddenly it comes on. Reading this is honestly heartbreaking and in some weird way it almost makes me grateful that I’ve never known things any other way.