anonymousN
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- 4y
anonymousNanonymousN
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- 4y
Fine *
OneDayAtATime💭OneDayAtATime💭
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- 4y
Your still you ! I miss the old me too, we’ll get back to who we are hun! This to shall pass :)
AnonemuseAnonemuse
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- 4y
I remember what it feels like not having OCD. It's jarring at times. All we can do is be the best we can be in a given moment.
anoukianouki
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- 4y
I also have TOCD and you just literally describe how it feels like! I was also happy before having TOCD which literally is the worst type of OCD I ever had and now I feel like another Person without my old identity:(
anonymousNanonymousN
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- 4y
Me tooo !!!!
anonymousNanonymousN
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- 4y
I think that’s what makes it so bad because it really really messed with my sense of identity
anoukianouki
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- 4y
Yeah , and then you’re confused cause it feels soooo real and you don’t know whether it’s your OCD or you’re just in denial cause you don’t want it to be true
anoukianouki
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- 4y
And I also have some moments of depersonalisation which make the anxiety worse:(
anonymousNanonymousN
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- 4y
Yes I struggle with that too girl . If you ever need to talk lmk
anoukianouki
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- 4y
@anonymousN Hey, can we have a chat maybe? I feel so lost rn 😢
cheyrascheyras
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 4y
I don’t know what’s worse; having OCD your entire life (that’s my situation, it’s been with me pretty much as long as I can remember.) or being fine for years and then suddenly it comes on. Reading this is honestly heartbreaking and in some weird way it almost makes me grateful that I’ve never known things any other way.
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