I’m about to go to sleep, and tomorrow’s Sunday, so here’s my weekly recap-
I’m on my period right now, so my OCD is bad. Really bad.
I had a mild episode, reminiscing about before my intrusive thoughts began. My mom told me how much better I am now though, and I got a mug cake :)
I told some friends about HOCD. Very worried because one said I give off both gay and straight vibes. Triggered me badly, and am still not over that.
Considering restarting a crush on a bi guy. Dunno how I feel about that.
Super super worried that thoughts of being LGBTQ+ are becoming more realistic or comfortable. I would prefer to not be lesbian/bi/pan, as I do not feel that accurately reflects who I am.
I had a really fun past couple days despite my thoughts, which have been at a high lately!
Tomorrow is Sunday, so I’m going to pray a lot at church and overall just relax!
Goodnight everyone! Let’s make this next week AWESOME!!!