I just want to be a normal 22 year old girl who is in love with her boyfriend doesn’t question it. Be there for her siblings and her family. Have friend to go out and laugh. Worry about what I want to major in at school since I dropped. Think about the holidays like plan cute Halloween dates. Think about thanksgiving, be surrounded by all the people I love on Christmas. Go out gift shopping for gift exchange. Instead here I am questioning everything in my life and ruining everything good I ever had. I want to cry but the tears won’t come out. I hope one day I’ll be able to do things and have control of my brain and my thoughts and I get to worry about what makes sense to me. I hope I can post something positive on this app soon. Thanks to all you people who respond to my post. You are all so supportive and sweet!!