I had the same problem. You will get through this! You are not alone Jesus loves you! I reccomend venlafaxine and clomipramine!
It works for everyone differently!
Make sure you're talking to your provider and therapist as you start this part of your journey and let them know if something feels worse or changes
Medication can’t make you go through with it. It can increase thoughts but it doesn’t control your actions. You always have a choice in what you do. Plus Prozac was a life saver for me.
this was my fear too, but it helped me SO much. If you trust your doctor, then trust that they know how to help you best :)