- Date posted
- 3y
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
That takes guts dude
- Date posted
- 3y
You know it really is saying to OCD or whatever is giving you this internal grief. I dont care you anymore and i am who i am.
- Date posted
- 3y
Yeah i noticed that. I kind of feel like im at that point where i have done it all. And it is like i know what i need to do but i just start the cycle over again.
- Date posted
- 3y
Exactly right!
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- Date posted
- 16w
I look back at various past events in my life where I said or did things that I feel really guilty, disgusted, and ashamed about. I replay them in my head for hours. I feel anxious about crossing paths with people that I've hurt or upset in the past or who perceive me badly, to the point that I will avoid going out in public as much as possible. I go out for work, errands, appointments, and occasionally to eat (even though those all give me a lot of anxiety), but I avoid community events where people might recognize me and I tend to isolate myself. The only people I see regularly are my boyfriend, my parents, and my coworkers. I live in a small community and I'm worried about people confronting me publicly and proving what a bad person I must be.
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 16w
My body has done weird things during interactions and sometimes it feels like the movements came from me, like I controlled them. It’s freaking terrifying. Sometimes I believe I’ve gone psycho. I don’t know who the fuck I am anymore. Maybe I should just accept that I’m a danger to society.
- Date posted
- 13w
i think i gave up, every time i try to calm down, practice self-compassion or accept uncertainty something worse happens that seems to confirm my event. it feels too, too real even now, it's getting worse with each passing day. i'm really scared, it's hard for me to enjoy the few good moments i have with everyone because now i'm convinced that i'm a horrible person, i know everyone will hate me when they find out, i feel like i'm lying to them. i'll lose everything. i feel like my life is genuinely ending, i'll lose all the good things i worked hard for.
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