Can you have someone come stay with you? If not, please go to the ER or call 911. You are important, and believe me when I say God loves you very much, and also God is in Control. He is with you, you are his child, and he has something in store for you. Something great. Please, take care of yourself. I don't know you, but I love you. God Bless
I showered it off. This has happened to me before but not to this extreme. Also... I prayed to god the last time I was going through this. Day and night. But I stopped and I pulled myself up alone. I'm not sure if their is a god. If their is a god he wasn't much help. Also if god existed he wouldn't like me since I only seek him for help. So idk. Trust me I want to believe but... yeah. But please keep me in your prayers I'm Rodolfo Bravo.
There is a difference between suicidal ideation and suicidal OCD. I have experience with both. Suicidal comes out of nowhere. It usually happens at times when you are not depressed or actively suicidal. The thoughts are incredibly scary. Suicidal ideation is a very different thing. It is a medical emergency. If you are experiencing suicidal ideation, thoughts of suicide aren't scary and usually occur over a long period of time. If you are doing things like writing a note or planning an attempt, you need some form of inpatient treatment. If you are someone you know mentions things like this, take it very seriously.
You are absolutely correct. I have dealt with the suicidal ideation myself before. Well said