That’s what ocd is it makes you doubt anything and everything it’s horrible you are not alone tho so don’t think that you are
But am i crazy? I feel so awful and alone. It's like i'm deconnected to this world. Everytime i kinda get rid of a thought, a stronger one appears
So the one time I actually had such a strong memories of meeting up with my ex partner & texting it feels like it happend I even looked for the texts in my phone - we have been broken up 7 Years & have not spoken since. OCD makes me feel that these things happend. Like I dreamt it & convinced myself it happend
So I totally get you, it plays tricks on you. You are not crazy you are strong you are getting help & you will beat it
Thank you very much. I hope you'll feel better too
it seems like you are suffering from false memories.