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- 3y ago
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- 3y ago
That’s what ocd is it makes you doubt anything and everything it’s horrible you are not alone tho so don’t think that you are
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- 3y ago
But am i crazy? I feel so awful and alone. It's like i'm deconnected to this world. Everytime i kinda get rid of a thought, a stronger one appears
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- 3y ago
So the one time I actually had such a strong memories of meeting up with my ex partner & texting it feels like it happend I even looked for the texts in my phone - we have been broken up 7 Years & have not spoken since. OCD makes me feel that these things happend. Like I dreamt it & convinced myself it happend
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- 3y ago
So I totally get you, it plays tricks on you. You are not crazy you are strong you are getting help & you will beat it
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- 3y ago
Thank you very much. I hope you'll feel better too
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- 3y ago
it seems like you are suffering from false memories.
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- 17w ago
I went to bed one night in November, and I can't quite say what happened, but I believed that I had a "memory" from childhood. I won't discuss what, but I had "remembered" doing something sickeningly awful. This thing came to me almost as clear as a real memory. I remember thinking something along the lines of 'How could I forget doing something like that?' followed by a feeling of complete horror and terror. I have moments of "clarity" where I can't believe that I'm questioning doing this thing, and it appears obvious that it's false. But now, I'm more than often believing that I did. I am spending 24/7 fighting my head, and it's taking me to dark places. I know this is the worst thing to do, but you don't understand, if this is real then I am a monster and I can't just adopt the 'maybe I did, maybe I didn't approach'. I just can't. I have to know. I'm so scared. My entire life is on the line. I don't have anyone to talk to about this. Literally no one. I feel like I'm insane, like I'm a monster, like I'm hiding my true identity from everyone I love. Does this sound like False Memory? Or am I in denial, trying to convince myself this didn't happen? Why does it feel so real? And why do I have moments of clarity? I also had my first nightmare about it last night. Please someone help me.
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- 10w ago
So hard to not engage the thoughts because even though it's from the "past" (i don't even know if im remembering things correctly and it kills me) and i can't change it, I just NEED to prove it to myself that it didn't happen this way. If you'd asked me questions maybe a few months ago, I would have been able to lucidly explain things. Now I just feel like I'm in a constant swarm of thoughts, not knowing if anything is real. If my brain is to be trusted. Wish I could just get hypnosis to forget
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- 4w ago
I struggle with looking back at a past social media interaction and thinking catastrophically. It’s the worst because I’ve deleted my account and can’t go back and check.. which of course my OCD wants to do. It gets to the point where I’m scared something is going to come out and I’ll get arrested one day. It’s so scary! I feel like I don’t know what’s real and what’s not anymore.
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