I’m loosing my will. I have nothing, nothing keeping me going, no motivation to do the one thing I love, and then I go home to escape reality and they just make it worse. I don’t know what to do. I can’t bring myself to talk to anyone about it so there is no Hope. My anxiety is at its worst, I’ve suddenly the most depressed I’ve ever been, my OCD is killing me, I’m overthinking everything, I’m tired 24/7, I don’t want to eat, sleep, do work, move, go out, socialise, nothing! I’ve given up. What’s the point of trying anymore of every time I have something good it goes to shit? I have nothing good! Nothing! Everything in my life is one massive disappointment and I’m sick of it

I'm so touched by your story. Don't loose hope. Never, ever. Tell yourself that one day, it will all be forgoten. Even if it's hard. Endure and stay patient. Do things you love or that makes you feel better. Do not only focus on negative things. Try to spot positive things in your life and be proud of that. Stay strong. Don't give up.

Thank you so much! This is something I really needed to hear today. I will try my best I really will! I know I need some chnage, and I will look for it soon

@Someday You can do it !!!

I have been there. If I'm honest, there are days when I am still there. OCD is tough, but you are tougher and stronger. Recovery takes time and hard work, but its possible. ERP is not fun or easy, but it works. If you haven't already, I highly recommend getting a therapist that understands OCD and specializes in ERP. It will change your life.