lately it feels like i don’t even know if i love my person but i still want to love them, this seems so difficult

i kinda feel the same way, and i think im confusing my real thoughts and feelings with my intrusive thoughts, its making me insane

it feels like i don’t even know what my genuine thoughts and feelings are anymore. sometimes i feel like i feel nothing completely, i’m just so tired

@getwellsoon yes i feel exactly the same, it's very tiring

@coraline do you ever panic that you might not be thinking about them as much as you used to

@getwellsoon not really, usually when i panic i dont really know the reason or its because i start to believe my ocd thoughts

@coraline i feel such a lack of feeling lately, scared if this means i’m giving up

@getwellsoon i'm not an expert but when i dont think about these stuff i kinda feel relieved but then again ocd is a bitch and it always comes back, but i guess the panic you feel when you dont think about them as much might also be ocd dont you think ?