i kinda feel the same way, and i think im confusing my real thoughts and feelings with my intrusive thoughts, its making me insane
it feels like i don’t even know what my genuine thoughts and feelings are anymore. sometimes i feel like i feel nothing completely, i’m just so tired
@getwellsoon yes i feel exactly the same, it's very tiring
@coraline do you ever panic that you might not be thinking about them as much as you used to
@getwellsoon not really, usually when i panic i dont really know the reason or its because i start to believe my ocd thoughts
@coraline i feel such a lack of feeling lately, scared if this means i’m giving up
@getwellsoon i'm not an expert but when i dont think about these stuff i kinda feel relieved but then again ocd is a bitch and it always comes back, but i guess the panic you feel when you dont think about them as much might also be ocd dont you think ?
@coraline i’m not sure anymore everything is so conflicting to me right now but thank you for your opinion