Humannnnn
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- 3y
ScaredandafraidScaredandafraid
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- 3y
I’m 42 and have some severe regrets. You are not alone and you can get past this. X
HumannnnnHumannnnn
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Thank you so so much. 😭💗 You're not alone too . How are you now? 💗💗💗
ScaredandafraidScaredandafraid
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@itsAnna I’m 42
HumannnnnHumannnnn
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@Scaredandafraid No no, I meant, how are you now? 💜💜
ScaredandafraidScaredandafraid
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@itsAnna Gosh I read how old doh! I’m still really bad but thank you for asking, I can’t get past this ATM, I desperately need a therapist tbh but not sure where to find one. I told my husband last night that I don’t want to live anymore. I’m not suicidal but I really can’t stand this any longer. 😞
HumannnnnHumannnnn
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- 3y
@Scaredandafraid It's okayyy. And omg I'm so sorry you're having a really bad time. Please know that you'll get through this and things will definitely get better. Please seek professional help as soon as possible 💜. I hope you get the best help soon. Please don't give up. You can do this! I know you can! You're STRONGER than OCD! 💜 Please stay. Please don't end your life and please don't give up. I promise you, things will definitely get better. Do you need any suicide prevention hotline? 💞
ScaredandafraidScaredandafraid
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- 3y
@itsAnna Thank you so much for your kind words. I’m not sucicidal I just can’t cope with the thoughts. I have children and so I am remaining strong for them. I am trying to find an ocd specialist but it’s hard. I just wanted to say your words have given me hope so a big thank you to you. I am a little better in this moment so I’ll take that as a mini win. Sending hugs back xx
HumannnnnHumannnnn
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@Scaredandafraid You're so so welcomeeeeeeee. ❤️ Stay strong. I know it's hard to find an OCD specialist but you'll find one so please don't give up. ❤️ Omg I am so so happy my words were helpful. Don't lose hope and remember I'm always here for you. ❤️ I'm so glad you're feeling better than before! I'm so proud of you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Be proud of yourself too, sis! Your children are proud of you too! Your husband is proud of you too! 💜💜❤️💙 We are all proud of you! The whole OCD community and many people are proud of you! We love you! Sending you manyyy hugs to you too! 💜💙💜💙💜💜💙
ScaredandafraidScaredandafraid
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@itsAnna What a wonderful human being you are. You are so thoughtful, what beautiful words. Thank you so much for your kindness xxx
HellllooHelllloo
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This is the first time youve experiesed living life u know. So of course you gonna make mistakes. No one Can be perfect. U have grown and learned from your mistakes. Don’t be hard on yourself. I have the same problems as you. You are not alone. Check out (Ali greymond / you have ocd) on YouTube. She has good information and stuff about OCD
HumannnnnHumannnnn
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Oh my God. Thank you so so so much. 😭😭😭😭😭 This means so much to me and Remember you're not alone. 💗 Let me know it you need to talk. I'll check out the video of Ali greymond that you recommended me. Thanks a lot💗💗💗
HellllooHelllloo
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@itsAnna No problem, remember your a great person. Ive seen you help so many people on this app including me. We got this
HumannnnnHumannnnn
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@Helllloo OMGGGG thanks a lot. Remember you're a great person too. Thank you for always helping me and others :)
HellllooHelllloo
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And remember that the way we learn in life is by doing mistakes. It’s a part of life.
HumannnnnHumannnnn
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I will remember that. Thank youuuuu. You too remember this, okay? :) Remember to be kind to yourself :)
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- 15w
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- 14w
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