Does anyone else have to imagine having sex with the same sex to prove you are not gay? 

Then.. end up getting genital response and false attraction?

yes. happened to me. :-( so confusing. I avoided to think anything related for a while (what is a compulsion and wrong). 

Its ruining my life. I was going to ask out my crush soon but now Hocd is back and a few other problems. I like her so much but I dont think I could do it with all these fears going on 

But yeah I try not to think about it but it's hard not to think about it because I do NOT want to be gay 

Don't forget... ANYTHING SEXUAL can turn a person on to begin with or give groinal response.. this is to do with the brain.. so for example .. a straight male could get turned on by watching gay porn... because the brain says its sexual... but the more you try to stop this the worse it gets and then convinces you that you are infact gay...

Does anyone else have to imagine having sex with the same sex to prove you are not gay? Then.. end up getting genital response and false attraction?