Woke up feeling the pocd pain today. I just thought of all the ppl Ik who are dating or getting engaged or getting married or pregnant and there’s literally so many ppl and I just am so angry and jealous like their lives seem so amazing and I just want to get married so badly like I’m dying here like I need this to go away. Also like everyone on campus is dating like there so many couples and I really want to have that as well but like I’m so messed up I can’t. Today it just felt off like for no reason and my pocd just swept in there and I began feeling that off feeling I get a lot and I’m just sick of this I just feel a lot of times like I’m just a disgusting human and that this is not ocd it’s just me. It’s really amazing ya know not many ppl can say their living their worst nightmare but I can honestly say that I am

Why don’t you move away from the subject of love for a little bit. It’s upsetting you, so let’s take a break. Focus on something else that brings you joy. Your situation is not uncommon and these are things that you don’t have to worry about right now. You will feel better soon. ❤️

That’s a good idea! I def focus on it too much but I need to just focus on me and my health not on future things like that💕 I think I just get caught up in it casue it seems like a part of the college experience but I really think I’m not capable of being in a relationship atm but I’m just afraid I never will be

@Ilovefinnickodair You are more than capable! I’ve said it before, but any guy would be insanely lucky to have you! Don’t stress yourself over these things. The time will come when you will meet your true love. But for now you should give yourself a little space to just have fun! Give yourself a break from the stress! Don’t avoid the thoughts, though. Just give yourself a break once in a while! 😊💕

@BlueMountain Your too nice💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

@Ilovefinnickodair So are you! You’re such an amazing, wonderful, beautiful friend who I value a lot! You deserve so much happiness and I want you to have everything you could ever want! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖