I feel I dont have OCD. I have thoughts at times but I can typically just roll my eyes about it. These thoughts are based around OCD though such as what if its this OCD, feelings of being scared and worried. Scared and worried about having a mental disorder. I do have daily / all day headaches and mood swings and waves of fear, depersonalization or dissociation. I question having manic episodes. I feel like is just a different disorder. Im so lost and over it all.