🆘 is this consider assault? It’s definitely uncomfortable that’s for certain My friend a female like me in English class we sit next to each other and I was focused on reading then suddenly I felt a hand in my rib cage touching the edge of my breast. I was so taken back like “WHAT THE F-“ the fact it was my friend I didn’t know if I should be relief or be in double shocked that he would make me feel unsafe. I’m friends with her for 6 years I’m 16. She’s been assaulted 4x so I’m giving her the benefit of the doubt that she would have the intention to assault me I know her in real life and I doubt she would have the intention of assaulting someone. She was like “oh I’m just checking if your rib cage hurts cause mine does” I thought it was still weird cause she could’ve asked no matter how close you are with someone please ask my body is still mines not yours just cause we are dating or the relationship is very close. We are still two separate bodies. I am very insecure with my breast size every girl at school has some bump so I always cover it with a jacket even if it’s hot in the summer I suffered with the raging heat because my insecurity is even bigger. My mom’s friend had birthed this insecurity since I was 10 “eat more like my daughter, you are very skinny if you don’t have boobs no boys will like you” this forever echoed at the back of my mind. A very clique apology from my mother. Ever since that, I believe my worth is tied with the size of my breast and I’m not good enough despite my talents I can offer to the world. So after she explained why she touched me and felt my embarrassing size of my breast I reassured her and said “I’m a late bloomer that’s why I don’t have big boobs” she whispered loud enough for the kids in front of us and maybe back to hear “You’re growing your boobs?”Cause it was silent reading time how could you not hear that. IT WAS SO FUCKING EMBARRASSING. I tell people I have anxiety presentation but honestly it’s because they’ll examine my embarrassing body on top of my shaky voice. Once your up to present people have the right to scan you head to toe and there is nothing to cover you, because you have to be presentable for everyone. MY ONCE ALREADY BIG INSECURITY NOW BECAME A RAGING FIRE 🔥