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- Native Suffering
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- 5y ago
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- LightAtTheEndLightAtTheEnd
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Yes. Sometimes I feel that I have to keep myself safe by not working in an environment with other men or even being around them without my husband. I’m scared of what would do or feel. I know this is avoidance but it feels so real. Then I feel guilty for thinking that I could think I could do that ?. So hard but hold on for better days!! There is light at the end of this tunnel!
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- ocddreamsocddreams
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Mines been really bad lately too :( I feel guilty over everything. I’m always worried, what if I cheat. Just thinking about the possibility of me cheating makes me feel like I’m cheating. Then at work yesterday my whole department in the office took a group picture together and when I saw the picture I felt like I was standing to close to this other guy and I was so worried that meant I was going to cheat on my boyfriend with this guy at work. So I threw my copy of the picture away even though it was a nice photo and I know there was nothing wrong with it.
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- Native SufferingNative Suffe...
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- 5y ago
I'm sorry to hear that
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- Native SufferingNative Suffe...
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- 5y ago
I've had women flirt with me and try to give me their cell numbers back when I was working at a gas station. I would always tell them that I was happily married even though I wasn't. I mean I love my wife but she always puts her family first and me last. I've always put her before everyone else including myself along with my dreams and ambitions. But what really hurts me is that she doesn't understand what I've given up so she would be happy. I've sacrificed a lot for her. It feels like I'm in a emotionally and mentally abusive relationship.
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- ChrisOCDChrisOCD
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I had had this theme since October! Mine only ever happens when alcohol is involved
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- claairelee
- Date posted
- 6y ago
The guilt from my OCD is insane, sometimes I truly feel like I’m the worst person and I deserve death
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- little blue
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I feel too "bad" to redeem myself or deserve recovery. I know it's just my OCD but every second I'm awake another completely different memory hits me and I'm filled with guilt and regret and paranoia. It never stops. I really don't know what to do. I'm in therapy and I'm trying every day but it's so hard to get better when you feel like you need to punish yourself for every move you make. I'm not sure what kind of treatment could help me when I have a new obsession every half hour and they're generally based on my past/real events. If any of you feel this way I'm so sorry :(
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- SoMi1907
- Date posted
- 4y ago
I feel sad and guilty everyday. I can't get out of it and to be honest, I don't even know if I want to. Everytime I feel a tiny bit better, the waves of sadness come crashing me down and I feel lost and alone again. I can't fight anymore, I don't know how. I feel that even if I confessed to my bf, I wouldn't stop feeling this way because then just another thing pops up which I probably did wrong. I don't know how to live with this constant guilt, it is sucking the life out of me. And if I try to take it with me or not take it seriously, I think "what if you are just using ocd to cover up that you really did a bad thing" I can't go on, I have no hope left and I feel so desperate
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