Damn I hate this OCD. Every day I wake up feeling guilty like I've cheated on my wife even though I never have. This guilt is ruining my whole existence.

Yes. Sometimes I feel that I have to keep myself safe by not working in an environment with other men or even being around them without my husband. I’m scared of what would do or feel. I know this is avoidance but it feels so real. Then I feel guilty for thinking that I could think I could do that ?. So hard but hold on for better days!! There is light at the end of this tunnel!

Mines been really bad lately too :( I feel guilty over everything. I’m always worried, what if I cheat. Just thinking about the possibility of me cheating makes me feel like I’m cheating. Then at work yesterday my whole department in the office took a group picture together and when I saw the picture I felt like I was standing to close to this other guy and I was so worried that meant I was going to cheat on my boyfriend with this guy at work. So I threw my copy of the picture away even though it was a nice photo and I know there was nothing wrong with it.

I'm sorry to hear that

I've had women flirt with me and try to give me their cell numbers back when I was working at a gas station. I would always tell them that I was happily married even though I wasn't. I mean I love my wife but she always puts her family first and me last. I've always put her before everyone else including myself along with my dreams and ambitions. But what really hurts me is that she doesn't understand what I've given up so she would be happy. I've sacrificed a lot for her. It feels like I'm in a emotionally and mentally abusive relationship.

I had had this theme since October! Mine only ever happens when alcohol is involved