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- 3y
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- 3y
Well I’m just a fellow OCD sufferer, so I don’t know the best way of engaging with your fears or if it’s a good idea to walk through them (or if that will just contribute to your obessing?). So my apologies if this breakdown isn’t helpful. But anyway, if it’s any comfort, you do *not* have rabies. As you have already read about, rabies is actually extremely uncommon, to the point of being nonexistent in some parts of the country. And that’s among animals with a real risk of rabies transmission (like raccoons), of which cats are not! If a slightly silly thought might help, it reminds me of a joke by a comedian about how watching cartoons growing up, we were made to think everybody was going to encounter quicksand all the time (which almost no one ever will). I remember the first time I googled rabies statistics and was blown away by how truly little rabies there is in the US. We’re always being told “watch out, that animal might be rabid!” as kids. So it’s not like you’re being super irrational for being concerned, we are all just misinformed. Further, as you pointed out, the way you interacted with the cat means you couldn’t have gotten rabies from it, even if it *was* somehow the one rabid cat in America (and keep in mind most feral cats don’t like being interacted with, so this was probably a chill neighborhood kitty who just wanted some of your Taquitos, haha). I hope that’s helpful!
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- 3y
Oof, sorry for the typos. I’m bad at typing on my phone.
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- 22w
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- 17w
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- 16w
I’ve been really struggling with obsessing on the though that I somehow got exposed to rabies without my knowledge. I live in an older home and my mind keeps telling me somehow a bat got in without my knowledge, even though I have no reason to believe so. I also own a cat and I’ve also been struggling with what if he got exposed because of this “bat”.
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