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Same here but I am not yet in recovery. I know how debilitating it is!! OCD is really good at its job of making us question everything that’s important to us. Some days I can handle it and some days I am going down a rabbit hole on the internet trying to re-convince myself that “it’s really ocd”. You are so not alone
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So happy to hear you are through it and doing well. Keep up the good work!! I will too. Small goals every day ♥️
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But I feel so aroused like I want to do it I don’t get taht when I think of girls that’s y I think I’m gay
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I would like to say a big thank u to u seem an amazing person ❤️
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Hi there! Thank you so much for reaching out on here. Have you started ERP with a NOCD therapist? I’ve been exactly where you are and I understand that it’s so tough. Keep in mind the groinal arousal. Our bodies experience anxiety where we also feel arousal (which is so annoying with OCD!). Working through ERP exercises are distressing, but it truly helps in the long run. Keep it up—you are strong!
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So well said
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Any help ???
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Sounds like ocd to me if this is causing you so much stress. If this is something you actually wanted, you would actually want it. OCD is really good at confusing us and making us question literally everything. Hang in there
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Yh but they don’t feel like real arousal do they
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Hey guys so I have been suffering with sexual ocd due to the fact that I don’t feel that romantic spark with him anymore, I love him and I know I do but I get to much in my thoughts thinking about why can’t I feel that anymore what has changed what if I don’t wanna be with anymore I’ve been with him for 4 years and at first I think it was ROCD but now I started thinking what if I’m into girls now I’ve always been the type to say oh a girl is so pretty or I like this about her but now I feel like every time I see a girl I’m like do I see myself in a relationship with her oh she’s pretty oh I like her voice do I find it attractive and sometimes I do !!! Which is killing me I feel disgust thinking about because what if I secretly am no shame to people who are my sister herself is but I just feel wierd because I wanna be with my husband and feel happy there not with a girl and feel like a man because I see myself in the mirrior and I’m like do I myself being a man do I look lesbian? Do I act lesbian or bi? What if secretly I wanna be a man or I imagine myself being a man in a relationship with a pretty girl and idk what to think
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