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Same here but I am not yet in recovery. I know how debilitating it is!! OCD is really good at its job of making us question everything that’s important to us. Some days I can handle it and some days I am going down a rabbit hole on the internet trying to re-convince myself that “it’s really ocd”. You are so not alone
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So happy to hear you are through it and doing well. Keep up the good work!! I will too. Small goals every day ♥️
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But I feel so aroused like I want to do it I don’t get taht when I think of girls that’s y I think I’m gay
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I would like to say a big thank u to u seem an amazing person ❤️
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Hi there! Thank you so much for reaching out on here. Have you started ERP with a NOCD therapist? I’ve been exactly where you are and I understand that it’s so tough. Keep in mind the groinal arousal. Our bodies experience anxiety where we also feel arousal (which is so annoying with OCD!). Working through ERP exercises are distressing, but it truly helps in the long run. Keep it up—you are strong!
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So well said
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Any help ???
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Sounds like ocd to me if this is causing you so much stress. If this is something you actually wanted, you would actually want it. OCD is really good at confusing us and making us question literally everything. Hang in there
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Yh but they don’t feel like real arousal do they
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Hey guys I'm 17 years old I had experience with OCD I looked trans pornography and femboy stuff I'm straight I didn't jerk off to it I was really only looking at it in the past I have but for some reason I just felt like looking at it and when I did I did experience arousal not only that while I had a boner I simultaneously was thinking of memories and bad actions I had in 4th grade with another boy I myself not a homosexual I was a kid I did something with another boy I regret it I had that thought in my head lingering there in my head but I noticed pre ejaculation and now I feel anxiety because now it feels like I was intrigued by the thought it feels like it is it was probably to the video visual stimulus but it's hard I didn't jerk off to it at all I was really just looking idk what to do it feels like I did experience it to the video but also my thoughts say to the thought idk what to do can someone shed light on this
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