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dogluv13dogluv13
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Same here but I am not yet in recovery. I know how debilitating it is!! OCD is really good at its job of making us question everything that’s important to us. Some days I can handle it and some days I am going down a rabbit hole on the internet trying to re-convince myself that “it’s really ocd”. You are so not alone
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dogluv13dogluv13
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So happy to hear you are through it and doing well. Keep up the good work!! I will too. Small goals every day ♥️
AnonymousAnonymous
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But I feel so aroused like I want to do it I don’t get taht when I think of girls that’s y I think I’m gay
AnonymousAnonymous
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I would like to say a big thank u to u seem an amazing person ❤️
kaylanicole01kaylanicole01
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 3y
Hi there! Thank you so much for reaching out on here. Have you started ERP with a NOCD therapist? I’ve been exactly where you are and I understand that it’s so tough. Keep in mind the groinal arousal. Our bodies experience anxiety where we also feel arousal (which is so annoying with OCD!). Working through ERP exercises are distressing, but it truly helps in the long run. Keep it up—you are strong!
dogluv13dogluv13
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So well said
AnonymousAnonymous
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Any help ???
dogluv13dogluv13
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Sounds like ocd to me if this is causing you so much stress. If this is something you actually wanted, you would actually want it. OCD is really good at confusing us and making us question literally everything. Hang in there
AnonymousAnonymous
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Yh but they don’t feel like real arousal do they
AnonymousAnonymous
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