I feel the same way..I'm always terrified all the things I did where things i can't come back from :( but please have hope! I'm sure the call will go great and you'll get the help you need 💕
thank you so much for your sweet comment ;-; It’s comforting at least to know I’m not alone. I hope you are doing okay and please keep hope as well! ♥️
@redhouse Thank you!! And remember you're never alone ❤
Hey, you arent alone in feeling like this. There are things we have done in our past that make use feel like horrible monsters. Its the fact that we now feel this guilt that lets us know we aren’t the same person that we used to be before. Whatever it is that you have done, just know that it was a different you. You can cry about your past all you want, it will not change it. What you can change is your present. Learn to let go of the past by doing something good today. Do something good for someone today. It won’t immediately take away the feelings of guilt/real even ocd, but it will let you know that you did something good for once.
I am going through this exact thing right now:( and it’s debilitating