Ocd is like this bully that leaves you alone for a while and then come's back worse every time. This morning I just switched my tv on and for some reason I had this thought pop into my head that what if someone on the tv told me to harm someone... what if the ground is lava, man... I was doing so well last few weeks... then this. Worst thing is I feel alone in having these weird thoughts... feels like everyone's thoughts are normal or can atleast happen in reality while mine is totally out there... and I just started getting motivated again to enter modelling, now I'm scared AF is I can even do it with my mind always doing this shit.

I have struggled with these weird thoughts too. Our brains are meant to think of everything and anything even the crazy ideas. The only reason why you’re so focused on them is because they bother you. I’m not trying to reassure you because I know that makes things worse but I’m just letting you know that I am right there with you. Still follow your dreams. You’re not your OCD you just have OCD. Sending positive vibes?

And when you think one thought is done the next one comes... that's true though, that's what makes the mind so interesting I guess. That's so true, it's not the thought that's the problem, it's giving it attention. I am glad I'm not the only one who thinks like this on this app haha. I am thank you, regardless of the ocd I WILL follow my dreams, I won't let this take it from me. Thanks for the positive words, I got out today and feel much better already. :)

I know right! What an annoying disorder??. I do music myself and I feel like the last couple weeks I could've been progressing so well but this OCD is pushing me back so much! And I don't know to end up being a "could've been" and want to achieve my dreams and my goals!

I think we need to treat it as a bully, because I think this will help us remember who We really are and start to ignore the ocd thoughts - and in turn treat them as they just are. Random thoughts.

It's sometimes difficult to distinguish between a thought and reality. That's whatmakes this suck so much. I just push trhough it and try to keep busy. Actually I think although it's difficult sometimes it's very important to still persue your dreams and go on with life as normal as possible. Otherwise like you said you feel shitty about that too haha giving up on a dream etc..

Oh and Hannie is my mom's name haha

I’m so glad you are feeling better! I hope you have an amazing day?. That’s so funny that’s your moms name??

Awh it's nice to hear you are feeling better! Yeah me too, I just finished at the gym to clear my head and I feel 10x better. I think sometimes we all just need to come back to earth, go for a walk, go hang out with friends. It reminds us we are not alone and we are connected to the world