I feel really bad, fighting with myself. I dont think its ocd but i ask it cause its so wrong that i start to think im a sick person or something is wrong with me... First i thought i have ocd cause i have the same thoughts, i had harm ocd, homosexual ocd, pedophilia ocd and suicidal ocd, but i had feelings for all of them, and i thought its ocd cause people with ocd have feelings like they like these things. But after researching about ocd i know now that ocd is worry, people doesnt have feelings that they like these thoughts, they think that they MIGHT like them and they worry. Im dealing with thoughts of being gay at this time, i saw a picture of a half naked men, and i had the stupid feelings, and i dont know... but i dont want to be gay. Same with the other ocd types which if its true then im a sick man... if i read about these things on the internet its all about "accept it" but i dont want to accept that i like these things. I dont think its ocd cause of the feelings, but its so painful to say im fckn sick in my mind, and its strange cause how i am aware of it?