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- Cassandragoth
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- an hour ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
For those of you who are mostly recovered from HOCD, do you still have the thoughts but they aren’t constant and don’t make you anxious? I’m having thoughts every once in a while like, oh my friend is talking about a lesbian she knows, maybe I would like her and then I imagine that I would be excited? And then it kinda feels real? I’m not sure if this is normal or not? I’m not anxious anymore really but I feel like because of ocd my brain is stuck in the mode of envisioning my life with a female. So I can’t even imagine myself with a man anymore. Is that something that I’ll ever get back?