Before I say anything I just want to say THABK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO GAVE THEIR POSSITIVITY AND LOVE TO MY POSTS!!!
It's been very helpful and I just wanted to share some good news with you all!!
1) I'm feeling semi-normal again? To clarify, I'm feeling a little bit of emotional numbness and a little bit of normal-ness lol if that Makes sense.
2) I'm less anxious and tearfully, but I still feel a reminisce of SO-OCD lingering in the back of my mind, but nothing harmful enough to get a full-blown anxiety attack.
3) The lingering SO-OCD is still making me feel out-of-character and not myself, so it's a mix of feeling normal, numb, and OCD's intrusive feelings.
I hope that when I keep sitting with my thoughts and letting them be there along with the anxiety, that it will subside with patience and time.
I made 3 posts today and you might have seen them "I hate this...." "I'm crying right now..." and thus one I'm writing right now!!.
I really appreciate those who took their time to like and comment their experiences to make me feel less alone in this.
And for those who did see my posts, I understand that you were probably not experiencing my theme(s), or you were dealing with your own OCD, either way, I am proud that you are still trying to break throught your anxiety and OCD symptoms, and I'm in now way upset about that!!
Ik not the only one with this condition, so I don't expect people to read all the posts I made, but I will be happy for you whether you read my posts and they made you feel seen or heard, overcoming your current theme(s), or both!!!
Lol this won't be that last you'll hear from me, but I plan on sharing my stories to help others along their journey!!!