Hi Just Breathe ❤️, I’m so sorry I didn’t see this sooner, I’m assuming the same events you mentioned the other day are still troubling you. I hope you are doing better and to answer your last question to me on the other thread, yes I did read your story, thank you for sharing and no I do not think anything negative about you in the least. I tried to respond to that question 3 times but it kept not posting. Should have tried more and maybe it would have helped with this one. Like it’sAnna said and we talked about on the other thread no amount of worrying will change the past, but like I mentioned I too have issues with letting it go as well as being harder on myself than anyone else too. And I too did some things when I was younger that I am none to proud of either, mostly from being impatient and rash (thank you adhd) or because of emotions. Remember, you are not your thoughts, or your memories and you today is not the you from back then. We all make mistakes or do things in hindsight that we are not proud of or regret, it’s how we learn from them that matters most and you mentioned before that you would never repeat your actions again. Try to tell your OCD to go kick rocks, by practicing erp and trying to paying to those thoughts, as well as play some disctractionary video games, that always is a go to for me as well, especially if I can play with loved ones or friends. Take care and stay brave, you can conquer your OCD bully and I’m going to keep checking in to see how you are doing. Sending all my best thoughts and strength of will to you.