- Date posted
- 3y
- Date posted
- 3y
God said fear nothing, so even if it was true, he said fear not he we’ll straighten it all out.. but the key is fear nothing , not the uncertainty. Not the thought, not the possibility, not the outcome, fear nothing.
- Date posted
- 3y
It’s so hard though. The fear is overbearing and so painful. I want to trust with all I have into God but I feel like he doesn’t hear me or I failed him and he won’t answer me. I’m lost
- Date posted
- 3y
Hey, its going to be okay. Everyone has done things they regret and have used rotten judgement. I sure have. Its part of being human. I always seem to have to learn the hard way. No matter how much you want to, the past cannot be changed. You just need to let it go and learn from it. I also know its easier said than done. I am incredibly hard on myself too.
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
It sounds like you are ruminating on the experience you had. You keep trying to solve it and find answers and that’s why you’re still attached to it. When you start thinking about the event that happened, sit with your emotions and feelings about it. You don’t need to solve it. Give yourself time to actually sit with it and it’ll pass.
- Date posted
- 3y
I’ve been there. But it really is a letting go and not fearing anything that your mind throws your way.
- Date posted
- 3y
How is it possible that I’m in the same situation as you..god help us
- Date posted
- 3y
It’s driving me crazy 💔
- Date posted
- 3y
@Just Breathe ❤️ Try to listen to NF his songs helps alot
Related posts
- Date posted
- 11w
It’s never been this bad before. I feel like I’ll never get better. Every day I remember new things to feel guilty about and new fears pop into my head. What if I get doxxed? What if I said something online that could get me in trouble? What if I was hacked? What if someone is looking through every post, every message, every account I’ve ever made. I feel like I’ve dug myself into a hole and there is no way out. I’m 21, I keep thinking “no one will have grace for you because of your age. You are an adult. You should have know better. You don’t deserve to get better”
- Date posted
- 7w
I know I shouldn’t and I’m trying not to ask for reassurance but how do I deal with this when I made real event mistakes in childhood? I’ve opened up to my cousin about this who’s an adult and believes that kids can be influenced at a young age and mimic things that they see and friends and my therapist. They all see the good in me and my stupid childhood mistakes but the guilt is very strong and even though I’ve opened up It’s telling me to open up more and more and I don’t know what else it wants from me.
- Date posted
- 4w
I need to find a solution fast to stop this way I’m living but I don’t think it’s possible, I’m in a constant state of pain from being tormented with guilt and warped memories. I know some of the memories to be true and some are all jumbled together so they get warped. It kills me to not know if I’m evil or not , I’m always thinking of the bad things I did when I was like 13 and didn’t know much about what’s truly right and wrong. I just feel like such a bad bad person , I don’t want any form of relationships at all because then I’ll have to confess everything bad I believe I’ve done or else I’m lying to them about who I am. I don’t really want therapy because I’m not confessing these memories or thoughts to a stranger especially because I’m only 16 and very socially awkward so I won’t be able to open up about this at all. I keep most of all of this in secrecy because I know nothing truly gets rid of the guilt. I also don’t allow myself any sympathy anymore because I just think I don’t deserve that either because evil people don’t deserve any empathy , it’s so hard to live with this. I just needed to get this off my chest since I’ve got no one to talk too
Be a part of the largest OCD Community
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond