i cant stop lookin up am i bi videos and i am so stressed that i feel sick. i feel like what if i have been my whole life and just didnt realize. it all feels too real that i think it probably is.

Hi, I dont want to give you a reassurance, it is possible for you just like it is possible for anyone. If i were you right now, if i felt i was possible I would try and think ‘maybe i am, lets put it aside just now though’ Do you have anyone you can chat to about something different to break the cycle you are stuck in of watching those videos, maybe you can use distraction temporarily, watch a tv show