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you have not destroyed your relationship — his immaturity and from what i hear cruelty is what is “ruining” it. ocd is not something you can control and it is certainly not something you chose; if he knew that he would not treat you in such a gross manner. this is NOT a you problem and you should not be blaming yourself for his childish and nasty behavior
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This isn’t a “you” issue !!! it’s a 1000% your boyfriend’s issue. Hes literally bullying you for your own suffering. Not only that but using homophobic slur as a way to tease you? It seems like he lacks ocd knowledge and compassion for your suffering! You should not be blaming yourself for any of it. Either he needs to have some serious growing up to do or someone else who’s going to support and believe in you in every step of the way!!
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I know he’s acting out of hurt, and I know he’s incredibly destroyed from my ocd. I don’t know if we will ever get better from it. I try help him but he always turns on me. I try so hard. I really love and care for him but I don’t think abuse is ever okay :((
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HE DOESNOT DESERVE YOU
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So you had hocd for a year? How did you beat it?
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Do you have itv
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As a lesbian with SO-OCD, I feel so helpless. It's truly exhausting because no one I know understands what I'm going through. The first response is always, "You're just confused" or "You don't have to know yet." But that's not the issue, I do know. I just never see any lesbians with SO-OCD so I feel so invalidated. These thoughts flood my brain constantly, forcing me to analyze my reactions to every man I see. I feel trapped in an endless cycle of "testing" myself, trying to prove that I don't like them. But my brain fights back, telling me I do want to love a man, making it feel real even though don't want it. It's terrifying. At this point, it's hard to even hold onto my identity as a lesbian because I'm so overwhelmed. I don't know if this is what real attraction is supposed to feel like, and that fear eats away at me. The truth is, when I think about being with a man, all I feel is disgust and fear-but my brain twists that into doubt. I hate it. I'm at the point where I'm scared I'm going to have to accept something I don't want because I don't know if this will ever go away. I miss who I was before all this.
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just crying cause i feel like im never going to recover and just have to be lesbian, even tho i love my boyfriend so much. thoughts don’t even give me anxiety anymore idk what to do, im just so done, feel like it’s all real and that i want it(when i dont). any tips or anything, idk how to keep going
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I have been doing okay for the past week or so and was really happy i felt that i was getting back on track, but today i went on tiktok and i saw something triggering which was “i thought i was a lesbian for 4 years until i met my now boyfriend” and it triggered me very badly, i have been crying all day and i can’t seem to make myself feel okay. i feel like im lying to myself that im not lesbian and i truly want men, but when i get any thought about men it feels disgusting and wrong and not me, i don’t want men i feel so sick i want to get out of this. i always felt so happy as a lesbian im so stuck i don’t want to be with a man. i have a loving girlfriend i just want to be happy with her.
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