i’m feeling weird and like not in love with my boyfriend and it’s like i’m trying to feel something idk what’s going on i’m scared.

Just know that it’ll pass, it’s the ocd not you. Don’t make any rash decisions or act out of character from these thoughts. Maybe tell him, I know that I love you but right now I’m having intrusive thoughts that try to make be doubt that I do, it’s really hard on me so I wanted to explain to you what’s going on in my head. When you get the intrusive thoughts, or when you find yourself doing mental compulsions (like trying to feel a certain way or checking if you do) just mentally separate “I know this is my ocd, I know that I do love him”