I think my POCD came from me trying to convince myself I liked a guy I didn’t. I would have thoughts like “you’re just as attracted to your brother as you are to him” or “you could do this to a child and it would feel the same” and I don’t think I rlly remember what it’s like to really like someone.

When I was younger I used to wonder if I was bisexual because I felt the same way about guys as I did about girls. However, now that I am older, I am attracted to only men (I'm a girl). Not being attracted to guys at a young age didn't mean that I was attracted to girls. Not being attracted to boys does NOT mean that you are attracted to children.