There's one thing I never discussed before now, the Core of my Beast OCD. I didn't realize it until I lost a good deal of my life to it. Security has always been at the root of everything I thought or did. I know the phrase " Living with uncertainty " I am slowly getting there. Today I am doing the YBOCS again as suggested by my Phycologist, I will hope for at least a 2 point drop, my prior score was 28. I battle myself daily , ERP is helping, I took a step backwards lastnight and I really think I need to reassess my mental preparations for the day.