no because my so-ocd really makes me wonder if i'm not just a closeted homophobic. Like why am I so scared of being gay? Like I consider myself open and accepting to everything, but why does the idea of not being straight freaks me out. I'm really wondering if I might not just be repressing my true feelings because I'm "secretly" homophobic. But at the same time I'm not gay or homophobic? so confusing and annoying

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Sexual Orientation OCD

Well I kinda feel like maybe I could enjoy it? Like I do get groinal response and find women attractive? Well actually idk, but it does give me anxiety lol. I know it's OCD, but it's so hard to tell apart because something I'm like "could I simply be ashamed of it?" so yeah yknow 

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