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- 3y
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- 3y
I’m really scared I’m looking at it I’m scared I’m coming I don’t want to become attracted to it I’m thinking of the roundness and how they stick out I don’t like the way boobs stick out I’m scared I’m looking at it in my mind like around us and how they hang and stick out like I’m amazed I don’t like the fact deposits I don’t like the way they hang I don’t wanna start I’m scared somethings shifting I don’t want anything to shift I don’t wanna start changing I’m scared I don’t like the way they I’m scared to do I don’t really I keep nodding like I really but I don’t really do I don’t like I don’t like the fat deposits I don’t like the connective tissue I’m scared I really do but I don’t like the way that women I don’t like their structure and I’m frightened I’m not bored of Guys I keep saying models and I called them tits are not delicious at all I don’t like the brown as it’s not hot or sexy I want patrols to come back
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- 3y
I’m really scared I’m looking at it I’m scared I’m coming I don’t want to become attracted to it I’m thinking of the roundness and how they stick out I don’t like the way boobs stick out I’m scared I’m looking at it in my mind like around us and how they hang and stick out like I’m amazed I don’t like the fact deposits I don’t like the way they hang I don’t wanna start I’m scared somethings shifting I don’t want anything to shift I don’t wanna start changing I’m scared I don’t like the way they I’m scared to do I don’t really I keep nodding like I really but I don’t really do I don’t like I don’t like the fat deposits I don’t like the connective tissue I’m scared I really do but I don’t like the way that women I don’t like their structure and I’m frightened I’m not bored of Guys I keep saying models and I called them tits are not delicious at all I don’t like the brown as it’s not hot or sexy I want pecs to come back
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- 16w
I won’t explain this again if you’ve been or going through it you know what I’m talking about. I felt good about women about an hour ago and now I’m worrying again I’m anxious and the groinals are back and it’s so annoying because I can’t study. And honestly I’m so sick and tired of this. I’ve been a girl crazy my whole life and my mind randomly decides “well what if you are gay” like bro. I’ve never seen a guy that way and in general IT WAS NEVER SOMETHING I THOUGHT ABOUT OR ASSOCIATED MYSELF WITH. IVE NEVER FELT ANYTHING TOWARDS A MAN AND NOW IT FEELS LIKE IT RANDOMLY FLIPPED. I CANT DO THIS BRO. WHY WOULD THIS HAPPEN IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH INSECURITIES ALREADY AND MY ATTRACTION WAS THE ONLY REAL THING I HAD LEFT AND NOW THIS. HOW MUCH DO YOU HATE ME GOD.
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- 16w
When first triggered it was every male possible. I couldn’t even go shopping… it was all ages of male, all sizes, and the groinal response was non stop. Like always a feeling there. Then it calmed down but male voices… I couldn’t listen to the music I use to enjoy or movies I’ve always been interested in. Then it kinda dyed down to people who are good looking but I’ve never in my life been attracted to males and beards. I couldn’t even always say they are good looking but never had this fear, the head ache constantly pounding feelings before. Now it’s still good looking males but I’m noticing body shape now? What is this!? Soon as I see a male figure my body feeling like it goes into shock, preparing for the anxiety feeling of ‘false’ attraction. It makes me sweat, and nauseous. Is this OCD or after 32 years of loving woman now gone? I don’t really have attraction towards woman (brief moments but not how I use to be) and this makes me so depressed. I don’t want to live like this. The only thing stoping me is my children and wife.
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- 14w
I’m like 90% sure I’m just bi, more romantically inclined to men, mainly my bf who I wanna marry. But now my brain is like “if you lean into liking women or keep circling and circling for answers you’ll lose all attraction to men and your bf. You’re practically already a lesbian” I feel so tense and anxious I will admit I am talking to chat gpt out of desperation I’m scared of losing all attraction to him I don’t wanna be thinking about women. I don’t unless I’m really stressed cuz when I’m stressed my ocd can take advantage of that I can usually ground myself when I’m in the city with him but I’m back home for most of the summer and I can’t be physically close to him which usually reminds me that hey this is real this is what I really want in life. Him But then I panic and question I haven’t been here in a while tbh. I’m worried I don’t feel enough. I don’t like magic Mike all that much, I like softer guys. But now the fact I don’t like/get turned on by random men on tv but do women in lingerie really stresses me out and makes me worry I’m truly a lesbian but I’m not. Once I started getting to know my bf and my ex bf’s I really did truly genuinely like them and wanted to make out and everything. Idk can anyone relate to the not liking big buff men All my brain is repeating rn is “when he dies you’ll be able to date a woman, when you break up you’ll only wanna date women” and it’s stressing me out. It’s making me nauseous. I was doing well for about a couple days after I initially left but being at home has been so incredibly draining This might give you a vision of how stressful home is: I’ve been on nexplanon for 7 months ish? Only had very minimal spotting during a stressful school period. Today: fully bleeding, like a usual period. I haven’t had my period since having it put in. I wanna go back to my bf so badly rn. I’m so worried I’m faking or don’t feel enough. I’m learning what a healthy relationship looks like and I’m terrified I’m gonna up and leave him when we’re older cuz I’ll finally figure out that I’m a lesbian or smthn. Idk. Someone pls just help me out a tad
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