(This isn’t universal, everyone’s different, this is just my experience and observations) Idk if this will sound affirming but when I had a fear that I was an attention seeking straight girl I had no attraction to women and only visible attraction to men. When I overcame that fear I regained the attraction to women and still was attracted to men. I think I was so nervous and put on the spot that trying to force an attraction when I felt like I was lying screwed around with me. When you’re obsessed with being attracted to someone it messes with your actual attraction. OCD screws around with who you presume you like because it creates a tunnel effect and it’s ALL you think about. If it revolves around attraction it’s gonna screw with attraction.