You guys I can’t stop please help me! I keep saying men not women and then adding only like I’m mad but I don’t want women at all! And I can’t stop I keep saying it so seriously I keep saying midnight women only like a man I want man I don’t even want to say I know I don’t and I’m scared I keep saying but I want men I keep saying that women only I don’t want women at all please help me no I can’t breathe you guys please I can’t swallow! I can’t stop saying men not women and adding only but I only want men not women and I keep saying not only I don’t I can’t breathe you guys I don’t want women I want men not women why do I keep adding I don’t want women why do I say only one man I don’t want women I can’t stop please help! I keep saying it seriously men and women only I don’t want women why do I add only! I want men NOT WOMEN I WANT MEN ONLY NOT WOMEN I’m scared of why and how I said that like I was so serious I kept adding only and I can’t swallow my throat is tight and my tongue feels too big for my mouth no I want men not women I’m at midnight women I want men I can’t breathe I want men only not women

I’m going to try deleting my app and not coming back for a while simply to come back the urge to talk about it But I don’t like that I make faces as though I don’t when I do like boys and I keep smiling saying and I don’t like boobs and I said much but they’re not better than boys I like boys not boobs I don’t like them and I don’t like the way I’m smiling and I miss pectorals and I make face is like I don’t like them and I don’t like this and I don’t know I don’t mean to bug people

@Bookworm91 I don’t mean you’re bugging me!!! I just mean for your own sake. I was worried you your perceive it that way but I promise that it’s not a burden or a bother

@run99 Thank you. I’m kind of crying in my car because I had some upsetting personal news like unrelated to the OCD and then i said like calmly in a total statement like manner I don’t know why I act like I’m not bisexual when I’m not and I’ve never had a thought like that before it like said in such a way like like a statement and I’m being choked and I can’t breathe. I can’t get out of my car I’m in front of the supermarket I can’t get out of my car I’ve never been bisexual before I never truly thought I was and I don’t like the fact that I put it in such a bold statement don’t know why I act like I’m not and now I can’t say when I’m not like it’s a lie when I’m not bisexual I don’t understand what’s happening I feel like I’m crumbling away and breaking down and I don’t wanna be here anymore. Why did I say that I don’t know why I act like when I’m not acting I’m not an act I’m not an act I’m not bisexual why did I say that like it’s a statement I’m really not bisexual and it’s not an act and I can’t stop thinking I don’t like boobs but at the same time I keep acting like like I keep obsessing about how they stick out and acting like I do when I don’t wanna do what babies do I said I don’t I would rather do that with guys and their various about their parts and I know I’m acting like those are but they’re not gross and I don’t understand I’m scared I said maybe not meant to be I’ve always meant to be straight I’m not bisexual at all so why did I say that like it’s a statement don’t know why I act like I’m not I’m not bisexual I said I’m not acting bisexual I’m not acting I’m not bisexual that’s what I’m not acting about and now I’m scared that’s a lie I’m not bisexual