After doing so well for a month, I think I’m relapsing. A place I went to today was so triggering. Thoughts and feelings all felt real so I think something is very wrong with me. I don’t want this to be true. I can’t handle it. I just wanted to have a good Christmas.

Pedophilic Obsessions OCD

Intrusive thoughts are tricky, just remember that it isn't you. The fact that you even fear those urges means that they aren't urges of things you want to do.

I’m sorry your going through this. Just know you are not alone. I have false memory POCD and it’s ruined my life.