Can you once enjoy something and then it become a fear and a intrusive thought...

Thank you !

I used to do things. Disgusting things . I used to enjoy them but nowm..there the reason I hate myself so much

@🌸 To do with my ocd themes. It makes me belive I'm what I fear being

@🌸 I totally understand what you mean, I deal with the same exact thing. There were stuff I did that were really gross, but like the comment below said, people change and you’re not that person anymore, you’ve grown or else you wouldn’t be feeling anxious about it