tips for cheating ocd

With ocd AND adhd I feel like you’re mocking me with that word 😅 What is…relax?

Oh for what it’s worth. Your ocd is trying to tell you things you didn’t do. You’re not a cheat

So it’s a sub type of a subtype? Like it’s a subtype of false memory OCD which is a subtype of OCD

@Bookworm91 yes it’s hell

@Anonymous I’m sorry 🥺

@Anonymous Can I ask you something? It’s pretty triggering but I need someone to talk to

@Bookworm91 sure

It’s ok. I deleted them. What bugging me more now is that I was trying to watch A comedy skit and this guy was saying that this other guy he knows was so gay that it radiated onto him And that the gay guy gets away with saying whatever he wants and people just think it’s funny. And the comedian goes onto seeing gay guy works at a five star restaurant And some customers like hey so and so, because I can’t remember the guys name, how are you doing and the gay guy goes “ i’m OK just looking for a dick quote and the guy thinks it’s hilarious. And I‘s keep saying that I do want when I don’t want the opposite of dick and I don’t understand if I’m straight why would I repeatedly say that when I don’t want the opposite of it and I act like it is when it’s not gross I mean granted the reproductive organs aren’t meant to be pretty but don’t want the opposite of deck and for me to say I want the opposite repeatedly I did keep insisting I do so strongly but I want the opposite sex I don’t want the opposite of dick and it’s not nasty to me and I definitely don’t want the alternative but for me to smile and act like oh I do I I don’t . I only watch this video because I was trying to deal with the word gay because I don’t even like the word you know and I lasted pretty long and then I said I am I’m not the same I don’t want I just said I don’t want the opposite sex I do I’m so confused! I keep thinking of the gay guy saying I’m not the same as him but I am because I ask I want the opposite I almost insisted that I want the same but I want the same thing that a gay guy wants. And I myself I’m not get out I keep insisting it but I don’t want the opposite of dick has happened to you before? I keep saying no like I’m really mad and shaking my head of the negative but I do want the opposite sex I don’t I even just now said it again I’m so confused! I said that I want the opposite I don’t want the opposite of dick and I don’t get this and I hate it because I just wanna be able to watch something funny without freaking out. I keep insisting I do with this huge smile I can’t even said it again now I but I don’t want the opposite of dick and I try to say the same but I don’t want the same sex I don’t want the opposite of dick I want the same thing the gay guy wants and now I just imagined it with a huge smile I said some but I don’t want boobs squeeze I don’t understand why can’t I just be normal. I can’t stop making a face like I don’t but I want dick I don’t want the same sex. I don’t want I don’t understand why making that hand gesture I don’t want boobs I don’t want something to squeeze if that’s what it is and I wish I could talk and express myself without going crazy and not making sense and it’s just if I’m so straight how can I say something like that some boob with a smile I don’t want boobs to squeeze I’m sorry for bothering