Hey women of SO-OCD is this normal/have you experienced this? (Not excluding men it’s just a perspective thing, feel free to jump in) ** POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNING ** I’ve been taking Flexeril for the past 3-4 days. That by itself can cause abnormal thinking and draining. So I guess it would just add fuel to the fire of my OCD. But I don’t know I’m scared I’m hoping it’s OCD but I keep thinking of boobs particularly pointy ones and how they stick out at the chest cavity and I was scared because I keep smiling and feeling really funny in my brain And but are protesting saying but I like but I don’t like it why would I protesting I like it both when I don’t like it both ways and I definitely don’t like boobs but I’m frightened that patrols are going away and I don’t like it both ways at all except it’s just a SMILING the fact that I’m protesting saying otherwise scares me! I don’t care if there’s nothing wrong with it I don’t want this I want oops go away I’m not by petrels not huge growth over the belt ones but I’m scared I make faces like I don’t even but I do like dick and I don’t want boobs and I don’t understand why I would protest saying but I I don’t like the way I said it the way I protested the tone I have. It was like whining and a huge smile on my face but I like it I don’t like it I know I feel worse when I say that I don’t but I don’t actually like it both ways and I don’t like boobs and I keep saying is not supposed to I don’t care what I’m supposed to do I’ve never cared what I’m supposed to do my mom to tell you that. But it’s a :-) and then we are way I feel saying but I like And now I’m smiling thinking of women naked doing it because I’ve seen it and I don’t like it both ways so why do I feel like I’m choking I don’t so why am I saying these things has anyone experienced this? I DONT LIKE IT. I’m scared I’ve never always like boys and Petros I’ve never like boobs I keep thinking of the bones in the nipples and I’m smiling like I don’t wanna do it and I’m smiling when I say it when I say don’t like I mean otherwise but I don’t wanna the bumps on her on the ring around a woman’s nipple I don’t know what it’s called I don’t want it I don’t like the way I’m smiling and sticking my tongue out like I’m imagining shit and I don’t like it and I’m so sorry I’m frightened

I can't look at 18+ videos, comics, etc. I am straight, but SO-OCD tries to make me think I am not And the thoughts turns to feelings, and makes me scared, uncomfortable, sad, because I know this is not me. And when I try to imagine myself being with the woman on adult videos, and comics, my OCD gives gronal response not at the girl, and it fills me with fear, and anxiety, I always loved, and was attracted to women but I can't and it caused me to be depressed, and I keep ruminating I keep trying to focus on her, but it's so bad that I avoid those all the time now. I am wondering has anyone gone through something like this, or currently is, and wondering how you have done to combat this!

Is it normal for this theme to legit make you feel like you’re the opposite gender and that’s what you want to be and it’s very convincing? And you just keep getting images and scenarios in ur head of you transitioning and actually going through with it? This is sooo scary and i don’t feel like myself at all anymore. It’s making me not feel like a woman or myself of how I’ve always been my whole life. I’m really nervous and scared, it’s really make me feel like this is my true feelings/ self ): it’s causing me to feel weird k. My own body and feel weird about my body parts. Like my brain is literally thinking as a trans person would feel or think like wtf??? Is this normal?!? Pls someone let me know. & and it’s making me feel like I’m attracted to woman all the sudden and i keep getting flashes of that in my head. I’m in a relationship and im scared this is gonna ruin things bc the way this theme is making me feel and my body. Ugh ihml, need some advice. Has anyone experienced exactly this??

I wouldn’t really say I have SO-OCD, but it manifests in some areas of my TOCD. Like if I see a woman for example my thoughts will go “what if I like her but as a man?” like my thoughts say I’m a straight man instead of a straight woman. And it’s really bothering me. If I see an attractive woman my brain will re-wire and imagine myself as a man looking at an attraction woman and it gets super uncomfortable that I have to like shake my head and say “no no no no no” multiple times to get the thought out. I know that counts as a compulsion but it’s hard to not do it because it’s so triggering. Now I don’t mind if I like women, however I’m really scared that I’m actually a straight man who likes women (or at least a bisexual man, considering I like men) and I hate it because I don’t want to be a man. Like I’ll think of my desired relationship as a woman dating a man but my OCD will switch it up to me being the man dating the woman, which is the opposite of what I want. I don’t want to be a man at all and I don’t want to date a woman, both of those are the opposite of my desires, but I’m still so scared. I’ll accept myself if I actually like women and am a bisexual woman, however I heard that being bisexual can mean being trans which scares me (for the record it was said in reddit by a sub which is mainly focused on a pseudoscientific phenomenon, that is still believed by the members to be true, so it’s definitely not a trustworthy statement, but my OCD will use anything to work against me) Does anyone here relate a little? 🥲