I understand. I identify as a straight female but am scared I’m bi and am scared that I am accepting that I could be bi. You’re not alone.
I’m in this same position but know deep down that I don’t think I could ever bring myself to pursue anything with another girl. The scary part is that it’s making me feel like I’m losing my attraction to men that I have always had but I think that’s just because I’m so anxious about the thought of being gay that I can’t even let myself relax and remember that I know I’m not and don’t ever want to be.
Yeah my attraction to men has been so low and it scares me. It’s like my whole life is a lie
@allyocd Same but at the same time I like a guy in one of my classes, but my OCD is like “nope ur faking it” like WTF
I think the fact that it feels so distressing shows that it is not me. It is my OCD.
I relate to this. I stopped saying I want go back to being who I was a while ago bc it started feeling false, like Ive always been gay and never noticed it.