So I feel like I accepted I’m gay and I’m in the closet. I can live my life without a care in the world but I have this thought in the back of my head that I am gay. I don’t think this is OCD anymore. I just want my old life back and even saying that doesn’t feel right. I feel like this is my life now.

I understand. I identify as a straight female but am scared I’m bi and am scared that I am accepting that I could be bi. You’re not alone.

I’m in this same position but know deep down that I don’t think I could ever bring myself to pursue anything with another girl. The scary part is that it’s making me feel like I’m losing my attraction to men that I have always had but I think that’s just because I’m so anxious about the thought of being gay that I can’t even let myself relax and remember that I know I’m not and don’t ever want to be.

Yeah my attraction to men has been so low and it scares me. It’s like my whole life is a lie

@allyocd Same but at the same time I like a guy in one of my classes, but my OCD is like “nope ur faking it” like WTF

I think the fact that it feels so distressing shows that it is not me. It is my OCD.