Yeah dude something that literally drains your soul is not genuine attraction. Reaction does not equal attraction. You gotta do what makes you happy. Attraction is a good feeling and resonates with what you want. Sit in the fact that your reactions don’t mean anything instead of trying to sit in them by making them evidence. They can or cannot mean anything.
You’re right. It’s difficult for sure. It all just feels so real that to ignore it and do what I would ideally desire feels like denial.
@Anonym0us What I ideally want to do also doesn’t animate me like it once did :(
@Anonym0us That’s okay! When you spend a long time obsessing over something you enjoy it’s very easy to not enjoy it anymore. Perhaps take time away from the whole concert itself and focus on starting a new hobby.
@JoBo Thank you for your advice! I really appreciate it.