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i struggle with feeling if i feel anything for my person anymore then again freak out when we are not talking as well
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Yes I feel this way about my Fiance, ROCD foes this. Please stay strong, don't do compulsions because there are moments I feel love, out side of all of these other feelings. AWAKEN INTO LOVE is a YouTube channel worth checking out dear friends.
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Can u pls give me some examples of compulsions in rocd
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@raj123 Of course, compulsions in rocd include: checking your feelings about your partner, googling constantly to make sure you're still in love or haven't fallen out of love as confirmation, seeking reassurance from your partner friends or family, constantly making sure you feel attracted to them, and more
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- 21w
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- 13w
Ii spoke w my bf this weekend and he mentioned that he has thoughts just like me, but his don't bother him like me. I then felt a lot better and he tried dissecting one of his thoughts like I usually do and realized it felt more real for him after. That made me realize that none of my thoughts were ever true and I blew them up. However, yesterday I had a thought ab āwait wut if you liked that one guy? How dare you bc youre supposed to love your bf and not secretly like someone elseā and treated it as I usually did bc I accidentally wanted to see if it was true but didn't rlly but I would check to see if it was there and now that thought feels so so so real now and I feel really bad how do Ik it's not real? I feel so bad and guilty bc lividly this makes 0 sense but it feels so prominent. It felt pretty real when it happened yesterday too. And now I feel awful bc how is it possible after my clarity the other day? Why does it feel so prominent ššš
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Lately, Iāve been feeling extremely confused and guilty. My boyfriend has been really busy with exams, and we havenāt talked much this past week. I donāt really feel like I miss him, and that scares me. It makes me think maybe I donāt love him anymore, maybe Iāve changed, and maybe this relationship doesnāt feel right for me anymore. A few days ago, a friend invited me to go to a club with her and another girl. I know that if I went without my boyfriend, he would feel bad ā not because heās controlling, but because in our relationship, weāve always had mutual boundaries and respect. I decided not to go, but ever since, Iāve been spiraling. My thoughts keep going: āWhat if I didnāt go just because of him?ā, āWhat if I actually wanted to go, but I stopped myself because I donāt really love him?ā, āWhat if Iām holding myself back and this relationship is limiting me?ā All of this makes me think Iām bored, that I donāt like him anymore, or that Iām staying out of habit. Itās hard to tell what I really want or whether these thoughts are part of ROCD or some deeper truth. I keep wondering if Iām just attached to him because heās my first boyfriend and weāve been together for so long. Sometimes I even think I wouldnāt care if we broke up, and that I donāt feel anything for him anymore ā and that absolutely destroys me, because heās such a good person who truly loves me. He doesnāt deserve to be treated with so much doubt and coldness. I feel miserable. I donāt know whatās real and whatās just obsession. It hurts that I canāt feel any clarity or peace. I just want to know if this is ROCD or if Iām in denial and refusing to accept the truth
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