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I follow @wisdomofanxiety on Instagram and it’s helped me with some of these thoughts! I hope that helps ❤️ we got this
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Yes always. Litterally always. He doesn't give me always his attention? =he doesn't love me anymore. He sand a message without emoji? = he isn't intrested anymore. Even if he said something like "this will be the last one" for example talking about rollercoaster; episodes of a series etc, my mind will tol me "it's the last one because he doesn't want you anymore, he is planning to leave, so there will not be an another one" THAT IS HOW MY ROCD MIND WORKS AND ALWAYS WORKED! Then I will start my defensive mechanism! Fearing of getting hurt, I want take distance, because my mind says "he can't hurt you if you don't want him" and turn off my feelings! But that makes me feel guilty and more anxious; feeding even more my doubts! Well it was always like that, before starting therapy. Now I started to understand my mechanisms, and how to deal with them! ( I still have a lot to do but hey! Some improvements!!)
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- 3y
Literally what I go through. I overthink every single statement or reaction in a very hyper vigilant way to find proof that he doesn’t wanna be with me. It’s so hard to believe that this is not the truth. Are there ways that you remind yourself that this is not factual and that it’s just our OCD brain? I wish I could afford therapy right now but I can’t.
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@lenxiety Well, i don't know If I'm the right person to ask, I keep doubting a lot, If he actually doesn't want me or not, if I should leave because he doesn't love me enough etc. I don't even know if it is right to ask him to change some of his behaviour to make me feels more wanted. Like I said, I still have a lot of things to figure out. But If you want to complain to someone that understands you well, don't hesitate to write me!
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In therapy they don't give me answers. Because I am the only one who can and should decide for me; and I should do what makes me happy. BUT therapy was really useful for me, because I learned how to manage all the doubts that out of nowhere comes in my mind; that aren't started by actions. Doubts like "do I love him enough?". The advices was to let them be there without trying to find proofs or answer them! Or maby write them down, and "posticipate" the answer! Like "I have this doubt now; I will answer at 10 pm!" But for me; this doesn't works with doubts started by his actions, like the one that I wrote before. So MEH
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- 3y
To understand that is just ocd toughts, I use the feelings that they give to me ( if I felt super anxious, or overwhelmed by this thought is rocd) or frequency (if this toughts keep coming back)! Thank you for the instagram account! I find really useful following @anxiouslovecoach, hope that could help you too! Thanks again!!
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- 25w
I feel so bad I overthink abt everything my bf says and does. I think that if he doesn’t say x y z when I want reassurance then he must’ve stopped caring or is tired of me. I know it’s not the truth and he gives me NO reason to think this way. This is my first healthy relationship and I want to be in each others lives forever. I love him so much and I’m trying my hardest to manage these thoughts but I’m so anxious. It’s so draining I feel helpless and like I can’t go a day without checking his social medias. I want us to be the best versions of ourselves for eachother but idk where to start or how to manage this feeling.
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- 25w
Me and my boyfriend have only been together for a short period of time....and he's head over heels for me...at least he says so. All the time I'm so scared he's going to break up with me or any time something is uncomfortable I shut down and think I did something or he's thinking about me in a negative way and I don't know how to stop it. He doesn't do anything to seem like he wants to break up with me, but any time he does something a little different then normal I immediately think of the worst. If he's being really quiet I'll be thinking *is he going to break up with me* *does he not want to be with me* *is he just hanging out with me right now because he wants a girlfriend to pass the time* all of that stuff. And honestly I'm so scared..... because what if my thoughts are true?
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- 19w
Im scared that if I start to think it too much, I will start to believe it, and it becomes my reality. I always have thoughts like, “Do I love him, what if I lose feelings, how longs is this going to last, when will these thoughts finally go away, is he the one for me, is this how love feels like or am I just convincing myself?” I start to search things up to make myself feel better but the longest that works for is a few hours and then that gut wrenching feeling comes back. I love him I’m sure of it, but then why do I feel like this? I know if I didn’t love someone I would let them go and would t even fight for it or try to get better, but for him I’m trying ever second of everyday and sometimes I just feel so hopeless. I can’t afford a therapist and I’m too busy to talk to one. I don’t know what to do or how to feel, sometimes I just feel numb and I hate it, sometimes I feel like crying but can’t, and most the time I don’t feel jealous anymore and that scares me because I’m a jealous person. Then I get thoughts and reminders of my ex. Not in a way that I like them but the hatred and the trauma and pain they left me with. The mental, verbal and physical abuse. Sometimes my current relationship reminds me of him and why I shouldn’t be in one because I always fall into this deep hole that feels impossible to get out of. I just get so scared.
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