I lost two of my best friends lately from stupid drama. That on top of dealing with OCD (especially real event right now) and it being the first Christmas without my dad really sucks. I don’t think I can handle it

Thank you for understanding. It’s a very complicated situation but my girl best friend and guy best friend (who I have or had a crush on) are messing around with each other and I had to hear from other people and I cut them both off because I need to focus on me. I relate to that lol I wish I had a boyfriend but I gotta do my own thing for a while and figure out this whole OCD mess. Thank you. It’s just really hard not having my dad around. He always had advice for when I was in situations like this. I have my mom and grandma though but my dad knew my friends too because we worked together so. OCD has been very painful lately because of real event ocd and guilt. This is a really hard Christmas for me honestly.

@Just Breathe ❤️ I’ve been dealing with heart break too... I just realized that the girl friend I like in my own friend group will never view me in a romantic lense and I just feel heartbroken about it... I’ve been dealing with it for a month now and this other guy friend called me creepy/obnoxious because I was constantly checking up on the group... I felt immensely hurt and I haven’t talked to the friend group since... and my HOCD makes me think that I’m attracted to my friend because of how hurt I am by what he said... my POCD has been doing numbers as well and real event OCD too... god Christmas is just a pain rn...

@POCD/RealEventOCD I’m so sorry you’re going through that. You deserve better. I hate when OCD tries to get into the situation too and then it makes it that much harder to deal with. Yesterday another friend of mine told me that my girl best friend messaged her and said that I need to grow the f up and it really hurt because she’s acting like I’ve done something wrong and I haven’t done anything and then it makes me feel bad because I feel like it’s my fault I lost them both and it’s not. My guy best friend is acting weird too and won’t even talk to me anymore even after we both recently said we would be best friends no matter what. I’m hoping that things will settle down soon but I don’t even want to work with either of them which then makes it difficult to do my job. Just know you are not alone this Christmas. I completely understand the feeling and I hope that you feel better soon. Just keep doing you and try to find some joy or positivity I know it’s hard to do trust me I know but there’s so much more this world has to offer than pain and heartbreak