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I get this too, I remember more and more about my past and I feel even worse, but we’re humans and we’re going to do things we regret
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I know. It’s about that situation I’ve told you about but another instance where I worry what if the things I used to come across if someone was younger like on YouTube or even PH. But it wasn’t the intent. Dudeee I just want to be free from all this 😭
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@Just Breathe ❤️ I actually have this EXACT fear right now. I’ve been having the compulsion to report every video of someone that looks really young, I get terrified, at least you’re not alone on that, I usually just watch the most popular videos on there to evade stress knowing that I’m not watching something shady
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@OCDHaver But this was along time ago. I don’t even know for sure. Like I said to me it was about that stupid fetish I had. Nothing else but over a period of about 5 years before I got into PH itself I was using ifunny and YouTube at the time and I’m scared of what if. I feel so much of the shame and guilt all over again. I’m glad I’m not alone but I still feels so terrible
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@Just Breathe ❤️ Do you think this is something I should worry about or just let it go? I feel like I should but shouldn’t? I don’t know. I’m scared
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@OCDHaver I’m so worried I don’t know what to do. I have so much to do today and don’t want to do any of it now. I just want to go to bed and cry
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@Just Breathe ❤️ I definitely know how you feel, I’ve had to cancel a lot of my plans in the past, it’s the worst feeling in the world feeling as if you’re the worst human being alive, but not doing the things you need to do is avoidance and makes our OCD stronger, just please, from someone who knows your real event, if you’re having doubts or fears, just know that I’m rooting for you and think that you’re a good person who deserves forgiveness and compassion, and that you deserve to be happy
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@OCDHaver Thank you but do you think what I’ve told you I should worry about? Like really worry about or do you think ocd is just making it worse than it really is?
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@Just Breathe ❤️ It’s definitely OCD, it’s been years since that happened, and it’s not as bad as you think it is, OCD blows a lot of things out of proportion
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@OCDHaver That’s true. Unfortunately
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I’m going to try. Just really having a hard time with past mistakes. I would do anything to go back and change it
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@Daz That’s very true. Thank you
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Don’t hate yourself! When you know better, you do better. But I can relate! I’ve been replaying the cringe-worthy moments of my past all day! I’m responding to it better, I’m not anxious, and I’m not stuck in shame, but it sucks that it even happens!!!
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With real event OCD, I don’t know if any of you feel this way, but do you ever feel that the past event(s) that you ruminate about or constantly obsess about are gonna come up in your future and just absolutely ruin you, that’s how I’ve been feeling for months, it just feels like impending doom, and I hate having to even think that my future would be ruined by what I did as a teenager, and I did some dumb things, that I regret so deeply, I just can’t stop thinking about that.
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just wanted to see if others struggle with real event ocd really kicking their a**. i feel like my mind is a constant battleground of every mistake ive made and they feel so huge and life altering to me that it’s hard to continue going on in their wake. just wondering if anyone else feels this way too.
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Real event, legal ocd, and false memory ocd around events that happened years ago but never bothered me till a month ago and now my life is being destroyed because I feel sooooooooooo guilty
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