Someone with rocd help i see him in my future but i just had a panick attack that made my brain say break up and i got hot and scared and upset and i didnt want to do that. Im so nervous guys. I was happy and everything. Also does rocd hold you back from a relationship? I have so many doubts and everything

Relationship OCD

crc_1394

Date posted: 3y

You’re not alone. Every feeling is going to feel scary, right, wrong, indifferent and it is very hard to tell. But take deep breaths and continue on. ROCD and any mental illness will most definitely hold you back, but the question is, will you let it continue to hold you back? I know that may be hard or weird to decipher but you are stronger than this thing. Even when it doesn’t seem like it.

Anonymous help

Date posted: 3y

Sometimes my brain puts me in a mental position where i think of him as just a friend. Is this normal

crc_1394

Date posted: 3y

@Anonymous help Same here. It’s not fun at all. I still struggle with how to deal with those emotions. I’m currently in a state of mind where my brain is saying “it doesn’t matter anyway, things aren’t gonna be ok anyway. I don’t care if we stay together or break up.” It’s the worst and I have a mix of no anxiety and a lot of anxiety. It’s the worst but I’m still choosing to move forward. I’m often feeling like I’m doing something wrong by staying or even suggesting me and my boyfriend get back together after breaking up for a day. But I’m still goin. I’m still standing

Anonymous help

Date posted: 3y

@crc_1394 Do you ever get those breakthroughs that just feel like heaven like u feel certain? Hes the one

crc_1394

Date posted: 3y

I sometimes do, but it’s usually followed with “just bc you feel good rn doesn’t mean this is right or he’s the one.” Which is true but I do like to hold onto those moments. Bc it does feel good to feel good about us.

crc_1394

Date posted: 3y

I have a feeling deep down that my partner is the one for me. It’s normally a blurred line but somewhere throughout all this shit I still feel like he’s the one for me. I often don’t trust it bc what can you trust with a mental illness-but when it’s needed, that dedicated commitment comes thru with flying colors. I can’t say that’ll happen for you but it just might. I hope you have your moments of certainty, even if they’re quick and small.

Anonymous help

Date posted: 3y

I do...its just i am 19 so its also sometimes hard for me to say he is the one at such a young age but i really could spend the rest of my life with him and be happy

crc_1394

Date posted: 3y

Hey, I got with my boyfriend at 14 and we’re still together.

crc_1394

Date posted: 3y

We’re 19 and 20 now

crc_1394

Date posted: 3y

None of us really knows who “the one” is. There is no actual one. We choose for someone to be the one. Even if it’s hard. Sometimes it is hard to choose bc we are so young, but I really do want my guy. But I won’t say it’s sometimes hard to choose him everyday.

Anonymous help

Date posted: 3y

Isnt it?...its even harder when your mom doesnt like it. I just wish this rocd didnt happen so early in our relationship. But i honestly love him its almost 6 months..

Anonymous help

Date posted: 3y

I also had a bad experience with men so im worried he wont love me anymore

crc_1394

Date posted: 3y

Do you have an IG or some place we can communicate about the ocd privately?

Anonymous help

Date posted: 3y

Yeah i gotchu juliana.pricee

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