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thaonguyen

144d ago

Real Events OCD

I have had HOCD, anxiety and depersonalization over a month now. sometimes i just have very weird feeling that i can describe by words. i constantly worried that i may develop schizophrenia or becoming a psychopath sociopath . I have the fear of me killing people going crazy and end up in a mental hospital . i worried that i didnt grew up mentally healthy because in the past i had done so many mistakes that i dont know a normal person would do. When i was in grade nine something happened between me and my friends and then i became a quiet kid even though i used to be a sociable person . in high school i still felt it hard to open up and had a few friends that i can talk to. i think that some time in the past i also had bulimia . i used to lie a lot as i was a kid . i worried that i might always fake my emotions i may not feel that sympathetic or love my family that much. i feel very bad i dont know what to do like i am stuck . sr my english is bad

mke22

144d ago

I have been experiencing the fear of harming someone and/or developing schizophrenia that will make me hurt someone. I have also been terrified that what if I’m a psychopath, so I think these are more common fears than you would think. I know we are not suppose to reassure ont his app, but I have recently found it helpful to realize that I am only choosing to focus on my negative characteristics and not considering everything. Also, my therapist (not specializing in OCD) would try to reassure me (never really worked but sometimes it can get through) that someone that is a psychopath/sociopath doesn’t worry about being a psychopath/sociopath. I hope you feel better soon, and soon be able to appreciate your overwhelming amount of good qualities!