Hey I feel the same as you exactly the same ,can we talk?
Every single word you said I relate. This is crazy, I've never felt more validated. I feel a lot better now, I hope you will too soon. Have you been doing erp?
I havent :( I dont know how to start and I've tried to get diagnosed with ocd several times but the doctors still have the same stigma about ocd so won't diagnose me
Been here, too! It’s the worst. Remember that you chose your partner because they make you happy, and that loving them is also a choice! Society and media portrays love like it’s purely feelings, but feelings ebb and flow. ROCD can make you feel like you’re making a wrong choice, but it’s just the doubts that are stemming from ROCD.
It is the worst :( it's never been this bad before which in itself is a trigger that I'm in the wrong relationship or don't love him. We've only been dating for around a month now so I feel like that can make it worse since it's all new to me
Definitely. I’ve had ROCD on and off with my partner (he’s now my fiancé) for almost 4 years. At the beginning I was sure something must be wrong with our connection or something, but I powered through and I’m so glad I did.
Wow thats a long time! I'm proud of you for powering through that :) I'm finding it really difficult I've only had rocd for like a year