I’m scared I said but I don’t like the beauty I don’t wanna acknowledge or see women like that I’m scared I’m increasingly but I’m still I don’t want to be. I’m scared I felt I don’t wanna feel anything down there or acknowledged the beauty of there is no beauty women are not beautiful in neck capacity I’m scared out I don’t wanna notice it I’m scared there they’re not more beautiful or sexy than men and I’m scared of acting like dick is when it’s not nasty I’d rather have that than what it goes into women are not beautiful in that kind of way I don’t want to notice the beauty of them I don’t want I’m freight and I do I don’t want to notice their beauty I don’t want women that way